My dear friend Pat passed away on July 5 of this year. Yesterday was her memorial service, held off until her family could make arrangements to get out-of-town and out-of-state relatives here. Also, two days from now is her 80th birthday, which is a great reason to celebrate and commemorate, so we said goodbye to her near what would have been a grand occasion under any circumstances.
Pat’s two older brothers were at the service, one looking very frail and the other still full of vibrant energy and good humor. I adored that they both referred to her as Patty. Our little sister Patty. I also loved that they both made the effort to be there, since they both live in California but nowhere near San Diego. The more frail brother, Fred, apologized for not being around more when ‘Patty’ was growing up; World War II got in the way, and he had to leave. Bill was more inclined to laugh about the antics of two rough and tumble boys and their unwitting little sister, and shared great stories about a dad who knew how to get their attention from the front seat of a moving car.
When I received the call from Pat’s daughter Sandy telling me through broken-hearted tears that her mother had died that afternoon, I immediately went to the computer and played Dance With My Father on itunes at least 20 times. Pat loved her daddy, and still missed him greatly though he’d been gone from her life for 50 years. All I could hear was that song, and all I could envision was a young Patty standing on her father’s wingtips, dancing and laughing and looking up at him with love and admiration. Pat was dancing with her father again. It was impossible to feel sad that she had left our world when that image was so vivid in my head.
It was also nearly impossible to feel sad yesterday at her memorial service. Her eldest son shared warm and hilarious stories about his mother. One I remembered hearing from Pat herself was regarding her firstborn’s love of Chinese food. Pat was so concerned that he only seemed to want Chinese food when he was a baby that she took him to her family doctor to see if this would harm him. “Pat,” the doctor explained to her patiently, peering at her over the top of his glasses, “what do you think Chinese babies eat?” Her youngest daughter shared a story about a tavern where Pat was well- known. One time when Sue came with her to the tavern, a man hollered across the room to her, “4Q!” and Pat laughed and yelled “4Q!” back at him. A stranger took offense to this type of language being directed at this cute old lady and wanted to spar with the offender. As it turns out, Pat’s favorite song on the jukebox there was Waltz Across Texas, which was located at, you guessed it, 4Q. She was a great old bird.
I recognized people Pat had told me about over the years, and I swear I could hear her clucking her tongue at some of the folks who attended, who were not even liked, much less loved, by her. If she had been sitting beside me, I would have seen her roll her eyes and heard her say, “oh BROTHER,” under her breath more than a few times. Then we would have laughed, because Pat could always laugh at the end of it all. I’m sure she was laughing out loud, perched on her heavenly barstool, when Greg shared yesterday that if it was true that God had many mansions in heaven, Pat had chosen the honkytonk wing.
One of the people I heard scandalous stories about approached me after the service and complimented me on a poem I had written for my dear friend a few months ago when she was still lucid and just sick, not dying. It was read by my husband during the service, just a simple ode to a lady who loved her children, made friends with everybody she met, and never complained about her lot in life. The woman told me, “I don’t have anyone in my life that would write a poem like that for me.” That was the saddest I felt all day.